Wednesday, 30 March 2011

I'm done I'm done!!!^^





yes..finish my 20 entries.. :)
Yeah!!!!i'm done....finally i finish it....fuhhhh...so am i still waiting for the result...result about my BEL260....to do a blog and a 20 post is as my assignment for BEL260...and now...finally i done...a bit happy from me because I DID IT!!!I FINISH IT!!!thank you to my lecturer, Miss NORAZIDAH BT MOHD ISA...my BEL260 lecturer...a big hopes from me to get a good result for BEL260....i wish i can get a better result than the last semester...Wishing me luck guys... :) <3

ouh Mcd ;)

the voucher.. :)

at 550....i wake up and prepare to go to Mcdonald's....in my hand,there is a voucher from Mcdonald's...i get it from my friends....at the voucher,what we can see is..2 FREE BIG BREAKFAST WITH MINIMUM RM5 PURCHASE.....Wow!!!it is a big deal....and when i arrived the Mcdonald's,i didn't aspect that many people get a lines there....i need to wait to queue....huhuhuhu...after a half and hour,i still queue to get the breakfast....and until now...i still waiting for it....MY BIG BREAKFAST!!!!




yummy.. :)

euww,..Durians..



Durians???eeeuwww...i didn't like that fruit....it just a stinky smell that i can smell from it...and the taste make me feel want to vomit...because...for me....the smell can make me feel drowning....erghhhh!!!my.....when my brother bring durians come back home,i need to hide inside my room so i can to not get a smell from that fruit....for me...there is a other people,they have the other opinion....as am i...^^

Tsaqif...

I told you....to be....from behind the empty walls....there is a smile from a little kid....he made such a bunk face....and i laughing at him....He is Tsaqif.....my nephew...he only 3 years old but he looks like 5 years old...hahaha...but now...he is far away from my sight....huhuhu...what can i do is.....nothing...because he at home and i am right here,my college....i need to wait until tomorrow so i can spend a time with him again because i miss him so much....there is only for him....^^

Hungry.....



'Bruppppp'  'Bruppppp'......my stomach called me.....what might be happen???ouhhhh....well imagine....1 full day i didn't eat....sharp at 12pm.....my stomach is ringing...huhuh...it tell that inside is empty...there is a empty walls inside there....huhuhu...'you should not eat too much,and you must diet',that is the words came out from him....but i do not afford for this...i can't....huhuhu...but this is what i face right now....huhuhu

ergh ...what happen to me this semester.. hurm ...


ergh......!! :(

Ergh …, my carry marks for bel260 is bad..hurm .. im only get D for my carry mark not including online marks for my blog..and my blog must have 20 entries..huhu …I’m little bit pressure.. for this month how many times I got maigrain pain..hurm..i must keep going .. don’t give up…never say never loh..huhu for the carry marks for this subject has made me down..but, its alright..i just do not want repeat any subject..i’m tired.. ;(  thanks to miss azidah bt mohd isa because she has helped me a lot..  J

oh mama ... :(

this is my mummy..i love you..

Already two weeks I didn’t go home.. that’s mean two weeks I didn’t see my mom..fuh....I’m feel that my soul is empty at here. i don’t have you beside me.....i miss u la mama... I am very miss you... I miss to sleep with you, jokes with you and everything..u are special for me..most special..hurm..., wait for me ya ..i will coming back this Saturday ..i love u much la.. :(

mine!!!~



This is my special ring..zulfadli bin mohd zakarrudin who gave me this ring..he give me at 20.10.2010 the date that we start couple..seriously I was excited when she gave me this ring.even the ring is not too expensive but i accept it..thanks honey ..you have done a good job perfectly.. I appreciate that..thanks for this ring..this is symbol for our loves...i will never open this ring from my finger..im promise you..i love you forever and ever... <3 :)

Tuesday, 29 March 2011

Here We Go....

where'd you go????i miss you so......seems like you been for ever,you didn't call.....please come back homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...................you think he will hear it????oh no....well imagine.....as i'm pacing the few in my room...nothing that catch my eyes when i alone.....cause only him catch my eyes....what a beautiful eyes that he got.....make me always fall for himm......and now....i just want tell that....i love you so much.....

Monday, 28 March 2011

BENIKA :)


Woah….benika…heehe combination with bengy name and my name ika..it becomes benika..nice right..bengy also have one..same like me..the different is color…I think it is sweet…hehhe thank you honey because you buy this cutest item for me… :p.. I appreciate it.. <3

only u zulfadli bin mohd zakarrudin

only u honey..


Mich., I know that u was touching with me.. I always scold you even its only such a small things..you just be quiet when Im in hot tempered.. I trying to change my bad attitude.. I am worry that one day you leave..please don’t go honey..even I always scold you.., but I love u much…I love u like I love my family.. my mom..like you love my mom..we have a lot do things together honey..only my behavior that always make you sad..make you down.. im sorry honey…please forgive me..i want with you till the ends..i don’t want another else..only you to be my hero in my life..i love you.. J

ouh my little kid Laila Husna.. :)

my little husna.. <3

this is my adopter sister..cute right..like her sister..ehem2 hahaha…actually , she from “rumah anak-anak yatim Baitus Sakinah”.. I was excited when sis reena call my name and Laila Husna name..and I know she is my adopted sister.. she is very active kid and hyperactive..no wonder la my honey husna is only 7 years old.. I am very happy even I spend my time with her only a few hours but I have many memories with her..i love her..i don’t want lost contact with her..i want until my last breath I can take care of her..even I doesn’t have a younger sister.., but I assumed husna like my own sister..take ya Husna,. I love u much ..i will always find u until my last breath ..im promise u honey.. mmuahh …I love u my younger sister..keep study till u be successful person… J



husna with bro fadli..huhu dont mad me sayang ..i love both of u ..much!!

our even HSK 111

Finally.., our event successful yesterday..that was exciting. .even a bit tired but the even has done successful.  J  thanks to Allah s.w.t.. congratulation to sis reena bin mohamad because has been the best project manager..you are the best sis reena..other than that, syakira as a assistant project manager also has done she work perfectly.. I am so proud to u all. I was happy to be teamwork with you all in HSK 111..i as a members of section food totally in tired condition because we must prepare food quickly for orphans and the vip..the as student like farizul, miqdad, and azrin..you all have done perfectly..you all never complain when we ask a help to adopted chair..thank you all..kak nor and zira.., I love to be around both of you..work with both of you..forgive me if I had made a mistake.. L ok that’s all.. J
our project manager sis reena



assistant manager


























saturday nite.. :)

Saturday night is exhausting..huh ? I was at lh2 till 2 a.m for my event  the day after Saturday.  I am with my friends zira, azma, kira and more to do many work..we cooperate in one team..although there are people who are unable to come.. I and my friends continue our work without others who unable to come..even we are tired , but we are happy..this is our experience..at least we have a basics when we have to make a event when we in semester 4...that was exciting..

Tension !!!!

its all about tension..


Ergh …today is day of tension.. why huh ? I am totally don’t know why  .. strange right ?haha.. maybe I think too much ..about my study…my business mathematics, bel, business, office administration..ergh..and the most important is my final examination..only stayed 2 weeks..fuh3…be patient ika..be patient..haha ouh mummy help me..i had a lot of work..bengy help me..kak nor, zra, kira..  I must be strong..go ika..go..  :)

my speaking test :(






Hye.. hurm... I have a horrible feeling with my speaking last Thursday.. my group get topic how to convince people to plant trees..and I became candidates C.. I admit that my speaking is moderate ..not too ok ..it can be poor..because my grammar too error..huhu I am a bit sad..ergh .. I am too pressure the time before speaking test.. when the speaking test start I less idea.. I less elaboration my point..but, what can I do.. i just can accept it.. I just have to work hard for final exams.. may Allah s.w.t bless me.. Amin..








Sunday, 20 March 2011

roommates that i love so much .. :)

nur afiqah zainuddin and nor azma che rahim
we always doing all together.. :p

Salam to everyone .. this is nor azma che rahim a.k.a kak nor..hehe this is my roommate that crazy like me..semester 1 I not so close with her. But at this sem we became close..she is like my sister.. she also advice me, scold me(hahahaha)..just kidding kak nor.. J actually she is a kind person. She like my own sister..but I write my blog about her because I want apologize to her because we has a bit misunderstanding. im sorry kak nor.. I hope this things not happen again..we like a sisters..so, why we must fight.. I not feeling if the things like this happen again.. huhu sometimes when I occur what happen last day I feel so funny..haha I think only this.. I want sleep..i love u kak nor.. 0-0 ya .. :p

you.....

this is my mich .. :)    

Ouh.., this is my mich.huhu do u know what is the meaning of mich? Mich is miss..so when I call him mich that’s mean I always miss him.. he also call me mich.. ouh before I forget his name is zulfadli bin zakarrudin a.k.a kyle bengema adam a.k.a bengy ..but mostly his friends call him bengy…actually he is a part of my life..after my mum..im in love with him last year..and the anniversary is tuuttttt..hahaha he was a good man for me..he also had to change my lifestyle..when I was in sad situation he always being with me..he always advice me.. I cant imagine when one day if he leave me..i cant find someone like him .. I only want him..he is my soul..even though I always do not listen what he says but he always be patient with my behavior.. I appreciate what have u do to me honey.. ;) huhu thank you bengy because u have done perfectly only for me and u never get angry at me..i wish that i will with u till the ends ...i love u mich !!

i and u   
i wish that u never leave me forever and ever.. ;)

Wednesday, 16 March 2011

mummy ; )


this is my mum ...<3 you mummy
Mummy..i love and miss u so much… u are the most important person for me..without you I cant live anymore in this world..i also feel very empty without you mummy.  i need u everyday in my life..u are my soul mummy..yesterday I was dream that you go from my life forever and ever..i am very sad mummy…  I love u so much ..i need u ..:( I love u Rasminah binti Kasim..

Friday, 11 March 2011

~My First Blog~

I was excited when i create my own blog!!!
I just cant believe that i have my own blog..Well,everything happen have their reason such am i..
Mrs.Azi,that is my English lecturer name..She such a beauty as like her name..She is the person that ask me to create my own blog..I believe that what did she ask to do is for my own good..but my own blog is all in English!!!What did i have to do??My English is not good such like her..I take this advantage to improve my English skill and i want to utilize with English..I still remember that she said 
"WHAT DID YOU LEARN,THAT YOU WILL GET BACK."
Start from now,i will start to learn more in English..and..I will get up when i fall down..